I feel like sh!t and can't sleep

[Kegger]

Well me and my G/F of a year and a half broke up the other night and it really hasn't bothered me until tonight. She found another dude and it's getting to me. Especially the fact that it was so soon after. She's talking about him all the time and it doesn't really make me feel any better about the situation. Plus apparently things are moving kind of quick for them I guess, though she says she wants to be single for a while but they are spending a damn lot of time together and he's staying with her alot.

 

And then she decides it's okay to tell me that they are kissing and taking showers and crap together and how respectful he is cuz they were naked 6 inches apart and he didn't "stare at anything" as she puts it. Plus on top of all of this she keeps wondering if I think we'll get back together. It's frackin driving me crazy. I can't sleep and I'm just numb right now.

 

I really did love this girl and could've spent the rest of my life with her but now I just can't even stand to look at her picture anymore. Just knowing that 3 days ago we were still together and now it's all going down the drain and there's nothing I can do about it. Not that I really want to, it's just weird how she can say she loves me like 4 hours before she breaks up with me.

 

Someone give me an E-hug or some sh!t cuz right now I just wanna go cry. :sad:

[EH6TunerDaniel]

I love you. For seriousness. You need a beer and an E-hug. Ill paypal you $5 to buy some beer, and here is an e-hug.

 

E-HUG!

[Kegger]

Thanks man, that actually does mean a lot to me right now.

 

Just knowing that my friends understand is a good feeling.

[EH6TunerDaniel]

You are welcome. I really have no respect for girls like that. Sorry if that makes you feel bad, but that is just how I feel. So, paypal addy for the beer?

[90IntegraC1]

HF E-hug session.:huggles:

 

I know where you're at man, I got peaced out on after 3 1/2 years, then she has the nerve to call me and tell me that other guys keep standing her up. Haha, I just rub it in her face that I never did that once while we were dating, then she feels horrible. Anywho, hope things work out mang, and if she's already naked with another guy, that's fracked up. I would flip out if I were you.

 

[Kegger]

trurolla_05@yahoo.com

 

Naw man that ain't my thing. I grew up with an abusive father and would never do something like that. I saw it tear my family apart and swore I would never be like that. So I just let go and now she can deal with the fact that she's lost me.

 

Edit: And thank you for introducing me to Plain White T's, Hey There Delilah explains everything right now.

[EH6TunerDaniel]

I sent you $5, go get a six pack on me.

I just realized $5 isnt enough for a 6 pack, welll for me anyways....sorry. Go buy a couple beers on me.

[90IntegraC1]

That's a hell of a song isn't it?

 

check out City & Colour...that'll explain everything a thousand times over, trust me on this one.

 

So there goes my life

Passing by with every exit sign

It's been so long

Sometimes I wonder how I will stay strong

No sleep tonight

I'll keep on driving these dark highway lines

And as the moon fades

One more night gone, only twenty more days

 

But I will see you again

I will see you again a long time from now

 

And there goes my life

Passing by with every departing flight

And its been so hard

So much time so far apart

And she walks the night

How many hearts will die tonight

And will things have changed

I guess I'll find out in seventeen days

 

But I will see you again

I will see you again a long time from now

 

My body aches,

and it hurts to sing,

and no one is moving

And I wish that I weren't here tonight,

but this is my life

 

And I will see you again

I will see you again a long time from now

 

:( Amazing song.

 

Called "Hello, I'm in Delaware" by City & Colour.

[Kegger]

Thanks Daniel, And I will do that right now Dan.

[..SSR..]

Stop talking to her.

 

Seriously. No matter how you feel, DO NOT communicate with her.

 

Don't do things you and her would do together.

 

Keep yourself busy with menial tasks, such as cleaning, dishes, detailing your car, etc.

 

Stay away from drugs and alcohol.

 

Hang out with friends more often.

 

Do that and you'll be better off.

[EH6TunerDaniel]

Dan, that song describes me so well. Well, how i feel anyways.

[Kegger]

Too late SSR, I'm already on Oxycontin and Percocet cuz of my wisdom teeth coming out, and a beer sounds about bad ass right now.

[Humphries]

i agree with chris other than the drinking thing..

 

 

i havent not had a beer for like 2 weeks now.

[..SSR..]

Well have at it for now then

 

Drinking as fine, as long as its not to drown yourself.

[Humphries]

i can now drink with a meal now which i couldnt do before.. i wasnt used to it.... and i feel stupider but whatever.. HF threads about the stupid crap kids ask makes me feel smarter again.

[Kegger]

Nah I don't drink that much, just enough to catch a buzz and feel better. No blacking out for me, thank you very much.

[90IntegraC1]

i drink until I can't feel anything and forget everything.

[Kegger]

Maybe I should try that.

 

That song is OUTSTANDING by the way Dan.

[EH6TunerDaniel]

I drink until I confuse other peoples cell phones with sticks and try to throw them out the door, which happens to be closed. Oops....

[Humphries]

flake- Jack johnson.

 

i dont know if it applies but its an amazing song.

[CRG7]

Agreed, cease all communication with her.

 

It's not like you broke up with her, so she has no reason to be telling you the stuff that she is. On the other hand, she has proven to be a cheap whore, so you don't have to spend much time wallowing. If you do choose to wallow though, throw some old school Dashboard on

[Kegger]

You guys are awesome. And very musically inclined for my situation BTW.

 

And kinda hard not to wallow, I really loved that girl and it's hard for me to get over things like this, it always has been.

[90IntegraC1]

Yeah all his songs are amazing.

 

Like Knives

Save Your Scissors (not my favorite)

In The Water I Am Beautiful

Day Old Hate

Sam Malone

Comin' Home (posted in my vid thread)

Casey's Song

Sometimes

Love Don't Live Here Anymore

Happiness By the Killowatt

 

So let's face it this was never what you wanted

But I know it's fun to pretend

Now blank stares and empty threats

Are all I have, they're all I have.

 

So drown me and if you can

Or we could just have conversation.

And I fall, I fall, I falter

But I'll find you before I drift away

 

Now you still speak of day old hate

Though your whole world has gone up into flames

And isn't it great to find that you're really worth nothing

And how safe it is to feel safe.

 

So drown me and if you can

Or we could just have conversation.

And I fall, I fall, I falter

But I'll find you before I drift away

 

The things we do just to stay alive

The things we do just to stay alive

The things we do just to stay alive

The things we do just to keep ourselves alive.

 

"Day Old Hate"

 

His name is Dallas Green from Alexisonfire. He also sings an amazing song called "The Grace" for Neverending White Lights.

 

I'll stop filling your thread with my BS now....sorry about that...

[Nancy]

dude, light some candles and rub one out.

[Kegger]

You watch 40 year old virgin too much Nancy.

 

The brilliant dance by Dashboard is perfect.